Let’s rewind a little bit. I was at the prime of my blogging career then.
Traveling has been literally a part of my life. Flying 3-4x a week is a normal thing.
Then around last quarter of 2015 I felt something is wrong. My toes got enlarged due to water retention and slowly my stomach got bigger too.
Until it bacame worse: I can longer rise up from the bed. Walking became hell. Hinihingal na ako.
Water entered my lungs thus my difficulty in breathing.
So just a few days before New Year (December 29) i was confined in a hospital.
Immediately I was given diuretics to flush out the Fluids and toxins.
Several laboratory tests were also done and confirmed: I had an End Stage Renal Disease (ESRD) or Chronic Kidney Disease (CKD) A nephrologist was referred to me. And according to him the only way to lengthen my life is via hemodialysis.
Hemodialysis is a weekly process usually between 2-3x a week. Depending on the need. I started with 3x weekly until it was reduced to just 2x.
Dialysis is a process where the blood is taken out of your body have it cleansed and filtered before returning it to your body.
IS IT PAINFUL?
The needle prick. YES. Your nurse friends can tell you how big a Gauge 16 needle is. What’s even more painful is the weekly injection I have to go through for eryrhropoeitin.
As a CKD patient part of the ordeal is to have anemia thus the need for weekly injections.
It’s just so painful. Its beyond description. Sometimes I just cry because of the pain.
When your nurses are having a bad day or mabigat ang kamay. Chances are youll get a missed prick. Making your veins bulge and hematoma appear the next day. Its very painful. That why I always have an ice bag ready in the freezer just in case.
ARE THERE ANY SIDE EFFECTS?
Based on my experience nothing serious. Youll just get cramps when there’s too much water taken out of your blood (like 5liters). Sometimes chills occur especially when using a new dialysis filter.
HOW LONG DOES A SESSION LAST
usually 4hours. But sometimes I had to terminate 30minutes before the end of treatment due to unbearable cramps.
What’s even more painful is the weekly expense i have to incur. Sure, the government through Philhealth offers free 90 sessions. But that’s not enough. Even more for 3x weekly patients. And Philhealth only covers the dialysis treatment itself not the eryrhropoeitin injection which costs PHP1K per shot.
SO WHAT’S LIFE AFTER DIALYSIS
i still see a bright sunshine ahead. It may not be tomorrow. Someday I’ll be back. I miss travelling. I miss dancing in the streets. I miss winning trophies for various festivals. For the meantime I’d continue to do consultancy for costume design and do research on local folklores for Festival concept.
For now just continue to smile who knows someday the whole world will also smile back at you